I'm thinking about becoming a part of this community but I'm really quite frightened of putting myself out there. I think it has the potential to make my dreams come true and I can see myself there as exactly who I want to be but I don't think anyone else cares. But only I need to care, right?
I'm probably going to try and leave my body behind. No, I'm definitely going to leave my body behind. I just want to watch myself existing in this place: being someone really interesting and actually becoming kind of beautiful. I think everything I've ever wanted is coming to fruition.